Yeah, it’s all the small things that make life enjoyable, even if we don’t notice it at first, but looking back you’ll know what I’m talking about. A smile, a wink, these sort of things that make you feel good if they’re coming from someone special for you, a friend, a lover…yeah, looking back you come to love those moments and want to relive them, or at least I do….some that is.
It’s autumn so I’m getting nostalgic, I know, but don’t worry, it’ll pass quick since the holiday’s almost over for me. I’ll have other stuff to fill my mind with. I have been told that I look too much into the past, but I can’t help it since it’s what I enjoy, reading old messages, looking at old photos, although some may bring painful memories, I like to remember and maybe make a comparison to the actual time, see what changed and what remained the same, that’s how I work unfortunately (and I keep telling myself that thinking doesn’t do good for the soul nor the mind, yet I keep doing it >.>).
So for the record, yeah I like digging up the past because it has nice memories along with painful ones and I am a masochist. End of subject.